I am 20 weeks tomorrow. Already half way there, but it still feels like I have forever to go. I am so excited for my ultrasound next week. I will most likely find out the sex of the baby, that is unless it hides its little parts. I hope it flashes us, I need to know. My mother is already buying boy clothes, and if we dont find out shes gonna keep buying boy clothes and if I have a little girl, she will have nothing but little boy clothes!! I found a new doctor, thankfully because I do not want to deliver at Maricopa, I dont want to be in a room with everyone else when I just want to be alone with my little one.
Im soo excited, but sad all the same. I wish I had a home and a little nursery and I wish Zach and I could be together. Sadly, he isnt serious enough to find a better job, unless he joins the air force. And I dont know if thats what I want. Only time will tell what happens. I hope its something good and fast because its only 20 weeks until the baby comes!
